Long after God created time She sat on
Lambha Pahar in its deep snows. At His whim, as God has
whim, He parted the silver clouds that blocked Her God’s Eye
view and looked down into the valley of the Indus. Even as
God, in Her ruby silk and gold dragon gown, He was moved by
the sight so far below. There the green and verdant path of
the summer river snaked its course through Her sparkling
diamond mountains.
And so, He noticed that people had come
to be, through no overt action of Hers, but rather
creation’s passive existence. She was more a canvas though
no less than He was a brush’s stroke. Below, He looked on
Gol and Kharmang even Dah and wondered at these creatures in
Her perfect world. And so He noticed too, that one small
person in far Goma Manta was looking up, startled and in
wonder, at Her. Of course, it was not with his eyes but
with his heart that the first prophet saw God.
And so, the First Prophet fell in love
with his vision of God. But God is God and She had no need
for love or anything else from His creation. And the First
Prophet was human and could not possibly see the fullness of
God and thought He had rejected him. So the First Prophet
painted God as terrible and vengeful and haughtily
transcendent and refused to see that She was right under his
feet, and in his water and wine, and was the very air that
he breathed and the searing stars of dreams and his own
pathetic and grand soul. But God was not pained by this,
because, God is God and She had no need for pain or anything
else from His creations.
The First Prophet told all the people
of his vision of God. But the First Prophet was human and
told the people of his revelation which was just a sight and
not God Herself.
And he told all the people of his pain
because he had seen God with his heart but he was human and
that he was forced to love Him. He cursed the wise who
tried to see his God with their eyes and could not. But God
is God and never would love or not love His creation. All
who mistakenly thought the First Prophet’s vision was God
and not simply one possible image, one reflected facet,
would suffer the same painful unrequited love. A specter
can not love, and, God Herself does not give or take love.
Nor does He hate or not hate the magi because they have eyes
or for any other reason. God is God and She needs no reason
and He needs no hate.
From time to time, in God’s time, He
parts the golden clouds that surround and obscure Her stone
seat in the snows of Lambha Pahar and He is moved by the
scene of His creation and the valley of the Indus, green and
verdant in Her perfect world.